Sunday, 24 January 2016

This Had to be a Dream

Few mornings back , I woke up suddenly, feeling younger than before. It took me a little time to realise where I was. The place was familiar, but this couldn't be true! I sat down on the bed, bewildered at what I saw. Srishti sat next to me, indulged in scribbling some coaching stuff. She saw me staring at her, and me gave a "what's wrong with you " look. How could this be, I just appeared for the semester exams this week and now I was there back, back in the "DPSB HOSTEL ".

My mind couldn't react to this, as I still couldn't believe what was in front of me. So I asked her, what the date was. And it struck me like thunder, knowing that I was 10 months back. I pulled my knees towards me and at that time I felt upset and damn cheerful all at once.

I walked in slow pace, slower than ever, while reaching for the school. The relations I had with people were so very different, and I didn't know what to say if they talked to me now. Would they treat me the same. And with her usual sass, another girl from the hostel shouted, "You could stay back in hostel if you didn't want to come,  no need to crawl like a prisoner of war." So I talked to her about previous day's classes to take of my mind from such thoughts.

Chemistry class started, I was sitting on the third bench. But I couldn't keep my attention on what mam said. I started feeling wonderful, because I saw this as a chance to correct some mistakes. How long I have been procrastinating my work, it was time to fix it all. It seemed to me I got another chance, to work harder, to stop friends from turning to foes, to correct my mistakes, to change the things I didn't want to happen.

I felt my muscles, my bones, my cells, everything inside my wanted to take full advantage of this miracle. And here I was still clueless, how did this happen. Still I was feeling wonderful, divine!

Then our favourite time of the day arrived, the lunch break. I went to the canteen and was so happy to see my best friend there. Just as I started walking towards him, I saw him walking towards my direction. Couldn't control myself on seeing him after such a long time, I almost cried. And when he came close enough, he said "excuse me " and walked past me. My heart froze, I never expected this, but yeah, we were not even friends that time.

#ohgodwhy


Sunday, 3 January 2016

Today #somethingspecial

There are people who become popular in any new place within no time. What they have is the magnetic personality, that everyone adores.

Being in the last Year of school life, we entered 2015 with bliss. Not knowing, that the people who were close to me will be a part of my life even this year or not. Above all, not knowing who would enter it. That's what happens to everyone, right?

There was this one boy whom I ignored talking to. It was not just because he was teachers favourite, that people noticed him, but he was a treat for every person who knew him. And he was in my class!!

Some stupid reasons, and we had a talk. But they say, everything happens for good. Our interaction grew, day by day, and we became best friends.

And yeah, today is my boy's Birthday! It's Siddharth's bday!

Okay, I couldn't keep myself from writing this. And since my blog is way too informal, people handle this one. He's important? Definitely. There goes the list why..

My source of inspiration
You know everything about me
Handles my craziness
Never gets mad at me
The perfect advisor
Partner for visiting places
Too cute
Great sixth sense
Anyways, my multi purpose kit :-P

And now he's my favourite person. I just wish this bond grows, with each passing year. Because we'll never give each other any reason to break.

Well, he's perfect. Still I wish he becomes a better person, make good decisions, and get everything he desires( list be filtered XD).

P.S. - You turned 18 Siddharth :'D...  Finally :-P